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I don't know how long I've had this...this power.....but this one day...this one time I used it....is the strongest earliest memory I had of it......

I had a girlfriend at the time....and I was going over to visit her house
When I found her front door unlocked I found her in the dining room, sitting on the floor with an injury I yelled to her "who did this?? what happened" through her tearful eyes she said to me...it's....it's in the other room......

something in my mind snapped then.....some theif dared to hurt her.....and still dared to stay in the vicinity....he was going to die today...I got up and started heading into the other room through the long hallway....she grabbed onto my arm and wouldn't let go....beckoning me to not go. I was too mad to think why.....I slipped out of her grasp and continued to head into the other room....crawling....no.....my body.....
my body had changed.....to a demon's...and just as I entered the other room...I saw him....it wasn't a theif like I thought...it was...a beast...and animal....something similar to me.......but I was so mad...I did not hesitate and attacked it....

biting....clawing....it was on the defensive....it did not attack back much...but it dodged pretty well
I finally managed to knock him to the other side of the room where he lay motionless

"STOP!!!" She yelled as she stumbled into the room and stood between me and him....she looked at me with fear in her eyes....and then I finally realized what had just happened...what I had done. Confusion ran through my head until I noticed the beast...the animal behind her...started to change.....into a human....but not just anyone.....it was my friend.....no....more like.....her previous beloved before me....the story was that he had gone on a trip a while ago and never contected her back since....in truth.....she still loved him the proof was there....she was crying over him...injured there on the floor
she didn't want me to come in not because she worried about my safety....but...somehow...she knew...

........I knew all along but I tried to believe otherwise.......
........I was.....just a sustitute....

I turned away from the two and stammered towards a corner on the opposite side of the room my own body slowly changed back to human form....but.....my head.....pounded so badly....I raised my hand up to hold my head but noticed....that my hands were still claws.....but I.....they didn't look like they were changing back anymore....a jab of pain went through my mind and my head hit the wall with a loud thud...........and the rest of my body fell limp.......I thought I heard my name somewhere in the dark.........

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the anger.....the pain......flashbacks of anger and pain.....they didn't seem to be my memories though....what was I looking at?

a person....who looked like me....but wasn't me.....holding a golden thread sitting on a boat.....another person comes from below deck and says to the first guy:
"hmm...? you're looking at that again"
The first guy holds up the thread into the wind and replies
".....we only have one golden thread to use to hang onto life with"
And then....he smiles.....and let's go of it....the thread floats out of his hand and off into the wind

......we only have...one golden thread to use to hang onto life with.......

I was attending some school/university (or...uh...imagine it like the Harry Potter schools if you will, student dorms and all) planning some sort of conspiracy and I like...found out so they knocked me out and took me out to the middle of the ocean and like...dumped me out there gonk

and then somehow I was swept to this place where like this race of people that travelled around in these sea shell submarine boats lived XD oh...and I think they can turn into 'mermaid' things too...not sure...

ah anyway....they said they were against the whole aforementioned conspiracy and they wanted my help to take em down? o.0

xD ah well....anyway I'm like "uhhh......ok?" and so they take me back to that school which is actually underwater eek [[ OMG?!?! us students would've NEVER known that ]] and I go back in the school but I somehow pop up in a dungeon room or something sweatdrop [[ but it's one of those types of dungeons that's all comfy or something o.o I guess a dungeon to keep "important people" in ]] and I find this girl and we chat a bit.... I don't remember what about though sweatdrop

and then a guard comes in and sees me and he's all like "what are you doing in here?!?" and I'm like "ummmm.......I'm the cleaning person.... ninja I got stuck....under the couch....."

eek and then he let me out....and I walk from the dungeon all the way to the exit -midway bumping into 2 (apparently) good friends of mine who were wondering what happened to me and I told them what happened and they're all O_O "OMG" and I take them out to meet up with the 'mermaid' person who brought me here and she's like examining then to make sure they aren't spies or something and then I go back into school to go to ONE last class <_<;;