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i really can't explain how much you've ******** hurt me over these years. you, my sister, have put me through so much ******** pain that i want to ******** scream and yell at you until i cry. i wan tyou to see it! i want you to ******** feel what i feel! you know something? you need to make up your ******** mind! am i your sister or am i just someone you don't love at all?! huh?! yeah, you called me twice ina ******** year. twice!!!! wtf?! you sit there and say you love me, then ******** call me! can't you see how much you're ******** hurting me?
cant you see that i'm ******** worried about you? huh?! i ******** love you, and for all i know you could be dead right now. you could be dead, olivia could be dead, and you know what? i wouldn't even know. i ******** care about you. i ******** miss you, god damnit! i ******** miss you! call me! talk to me! I'M YOUR ******** SISTER! we all ******** miss you! please! just ******** talk to me! i tried to make you see my side of things. i tried to tell you that i ******** love you and i'd do anything for you, but no, that's not good enough. i'm getting to the point that i'm giving up on you, letting go. no, i don't want to do that.
i never wanted to do that. but when i did, you called me. and that burst my hope up even more...peggy, i ******** miss you like crazy...
come home. or at least just tell me you're okay. please.
the pain is getting unbearable. i promise.