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I want to be so much more..
But I am nothing
I want to be everything that surrounds him
I want to be the one to hold him everyday of the little life I have left
Yes.. Death is coming for me..
To take the slightest bit of breath away from me..
I want to be able to tell him I love him so much
He just means so much to me..
But some other girl took him back..
Away from me..
She's so lucky.. Heh..
If he reads this.. I don't want him hurting because of me..

I want to him to be the only thing I see everyday
Can't someone help me?
Wait.. Maybe myself.. I can fix this
For I have controll over me
The way I act.. Just.. Watching
Day by dad go by..
I can't understand much now..
Hold on a second.. Who's "he" You may ask..?
Him you might think..
Again.. He is the brightest star in the darkest night sky..

Now world do me a favor as I cry as I write my Requiem
No.. My last thoughts..
...
Love is the slowest form..
Of Suicide..


** Mandii Nisura Nakamura **