this is how the saying gose
"sometimes love mean letting go when you want to hold on tighter"
but i dont want to let them go i cant i wont
i sound like a shelfish brat but can you blame me
they never put me down they said i can do what i want they believed in me when no one else would
one is sick with dementia the other cancer
she is my grandma lala my faveoirt great-grandmother and i'm her favoirt great-granddaughter
everyone hates me cause she gave me a necklace and they think i dont deserve it cause i'm wiccen
but i dont care
i dont know how she is right now cause they are fighting and refuse to tell us anything
i hope she gose to my graduation thats all i wish for
thats what she said when i was younger
"heather when your older i'm going to be there watching you cross the stage and go to college"
thats what she said everytime she saw me
but now i dont know if she going to go but i hope she dose
like my great-grandfather he broke his bal joint in his hip recanly
he faves my sister but its ok cause unlike his wife he all ways smiled a me and always let me be who i want to be
he is sweet and kind and always on the go
he can be stubborn but thts him
i see him from time to time but my grandparents dont like it so i say
"screw you he my great-grandfater and he can see who he wants"
but its ok he fine just resting in the hospitle he going home soon but he 91 and anything can go wrong
but i know he be ok
so i know i dont want to let them go right now i'm a baby
what can you say
i dont want let my love ones go right now
you say i'm being shelfish
i'm saying i'm not ready but i know i have to
so i love them and when its time
i'll say good-bye but not now
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