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"Tu eres me veda. You are my life"
"Necesito tu en me vida"
"Nice. I need you in my life too. Its not life without you."
"It's nothing without you"
"Te te amo carinio. I love you love."
"You're the last person I'd ever want to hurt."
'He taught her a lesson that she learned, maybe a little too well. Cowgirls don't cry. Ride baby ride. Lessons alive we're gonna show you in time. Soon enough you're gonna know why. It's gonna hurt every now and then, if you fall get on back up again. The good Lord calls everyone home, Cowgirl don't cry.'
I think that's what they mean. Those two up there, the conversation and the lyrics. Not just cowgirls, but people. They cshouldn't cry because things just happen and they're always gonna happen. But I guess what most people don't see is that you should cry. It makes sense, trust me. I've got a point, bear with me and listen.
You know how people say the best things happen when you close your eyes? When they're unseen? Well, I close my eyes a lot. I don't like to look at the world through my eyes. But then it got me thinking. I'm out there meditating, and I started crying. So I thought about how people close their eyes when they cry and how the best things happen unseen. So crying isn't bad, it's good. When you look at it from this perspective, crying is one of the best things, because it's unseen.
"You're the last person I'd ever want to hurt. How do you say 'Marry me?' in spanish?"
Its I do babe. I want marry you. (its close enough) haha"
"I do. I hope you know somebody loves you and wants the same things too."
"You right?"
"Yes."
"Yes. I do want to marry you, you and only you. If its not you then it nobody else"
"What if you wake up in 15 years, and you're married to someone else?"
"Doudt it. You will marry someone else. Im what you call a fill in."
'She would change everything, everything. Just ask her. Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster. She just needs someone to take her home.'
I started thinking about some other things. All of my writings and all of my things needed to be done. And I realized, why don't we all just STOP and RELAX. We all just need someone to take us home.
"Why did I become a vegetarian?"
"The principals."
"Why did I become a Buddhist?"
"The meditation."
"Why did I dedicate part of my life to meditating?"
"That balance."
"What balance?"
"Life balance."
'When I got off that bus I planned on going home and taking everything I had. That's when you gave me a hug. You saved me.'
The breathing. The quiet. The peace. The balance. The tranquility. All these things, they're all part of the principals. Karma. The fact that you feel good not eating a past life. The fact you feel good when you breath in the quietness, in the darkness, in the peace. In the short time it takes you to stop and relax, you've opened yourself to so much more. You wash away the bad. You wash away the blood, sweat, rage, regret.
"It hurts me to know you cry."
"It gives me mercy."
"It washes you."
"It takes everything away."
"What you've done?"
"It wasn't the best. I had to learn from mistakes."
"Wasn't sorry good enough?"
"No."
"It is for me."
"It never is in this."
"In what?"
"Life."
"Start over?"
"Too many times."
"You think so?"
"I know so."
"So what is it that makes you stay?"
"Life."
'Empty stage. Nothing but this girl. Who's singin' this simple melody and wearing her heart on her sleeve. And right now, I have you. For a moment I can tell I've got you. Cause your lips don't move, and something is happening. Your eyes tell me the truth, I've put a spell over you.'
This would be the piano interlude. And then, the singing would continue. Then a fast paced solo, making your heart race. And finally an abrupt stop. Then she's gone.
 nangal · Sat Mar 14, 2009 @ 03:44am · 0 Comments |
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