Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Hey, can we talk, please?
Dully says:
*o.o Yes?
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Your fiance dropped me a really rude IM the other day because of the shirt thing.
Dully says:
*I know.. please pay her no mind. I asked her not to.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Well, I kind of took it to heart.
*I really don't want you to hate me...
Dully says:
*You really shouldn't listen to her. She's sick of seeing me upset about things she can't change, so she thought she could help this time.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Well...what she said made me cry. .___.
Dully says:
*I'm sorry.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*And I haven't been able to sleep recently because of this whole ordeal, and honestly, I don't want to lose a friend over something as trivial as a shirt, you know?
Dully says:
*Mmmhm.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Okay, tell me what that means.
Dully says:
*It means I agree with you?
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*-thought you were being sarcastic-
*>>;
Dully says:
*Maybe a little bit. But I'll attribute it to the foul mood I'm already in.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I talked to my dad about it. Do you want to read my journal entry so you know exactly what happened and how I feel about it?
Dully says:
*It's not important.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I think it is. Especially if you're still upset about it.
Dully says:
*It's not the shirt. It's never been the shirt. It's the principle of the thing.
*This isn't the first time someone has promised me "if I get it I'll give it to you" and then decided to keep whatever it was.
*I should have learned that people can't be trusted.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Well, think about it for a minue.
**minute.
*I have JUST met you /online/ and we were going to "share" it.
*I can't trust people easily.
*My friends at school started telling me that you were probably not going to send it back.
Dully says:
*Which is why I told you not to bother trying to get it in the first place--I'm a complete stranger.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*But I was trying to be nice.
Dully says:
*The friends of yours that have never met or spoken to me, and don't know me from Adam.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*And as usual, it bitchslaps me in the face.
Dully says:
*I understand.
*And I appreciate the thought.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*It kindof seemed as though you didn't.
*Honestly.
Dully says:
*But as a rule you shouldn't promise something that you don't think you can keep to.
*THAT'S what I'm mad about.
*Nothing else.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I know that now.
*And I'm sorry.
*It's happened to me before, and I know it hurts.
Dully says:
*Words are powerful. I never promise anything that I don't think I can follow through with.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I feel really bad about breaking my promise.
Dully says:
*I promised that if we shared it, I would send it back to you. And I would.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I have issues trusting people in real life. It's really hard to trust people online about it, too.
Dully says:
*I understand.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I'm sorry I broke the promise, but I just...I really felt guilted into doing everything. And I felt like you were using me. So how could I have trusted you?
Do you get what I'm saying? D:
*I don't want us to not be friends. I'm really sorry that I broke my promise, but I just... I felt pressured.
Dully says:
*I understand that I got over excited. I didn't mean to guilt or pressure or make you feel used. But I suppose that I assumed that since you were so insistant on getting it for me that it would be okay to be eager about it.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*So, I guess it's both our faults this whole thing happened.
Dully says:
*Yes.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Well, I am really sorry. Incredibly.
*I didn't mean to break my promise.
Dully says:
*I know.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*But you still hate me.
Dully says:
*I didn't say that.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*You're not denying it, either.
Dully says:
*I'm still angry. It's not a good idea to try and get an opinion out of me right now. It won't be level-headed.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Well, I was really angry at you, too.
Dully says:
*That's fine.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*But I realized we were both at fault. So I got over it.
Dully says:
*I'm really angrier at myself for trusting you so easily.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Wow, shot through the heart.
I'm really mad at myself for promising something I couldn't keep to.
Dully says:
*That's not what I meant..
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I know what you meant, I was trying to make a joke. /fail'd
Dully says:
*Anyway, it's water under the bridge. If you feel like trusting to share it--and I swear to you on all that I am as a person, I will not betray that trust--I can give you the address I live at. If you don't, fine.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I just...I can't trust people irl, much less online unless I've known them longer than a week.
*You know?
*It's hard to build trust for me.
Dully says:
*I understand.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I'm really sorry for breaking my promise, though.
*I was caught in the moment, trying to make you feel better and it wound up making you feel worse.
*And I'm really sorry.
Dully says:
*I understand that. Nonetheless it's gonna take a while for me to stop being raw about the whole ordeal.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Well...I'm over it. So...when you are, then...we can be friends again, I hope.
Dully says:
*Of course you're over it.. You came out on top, and because of Molly, I came out looking like the bad guy.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I don't think any less of you because of it.
*I understand, she's protective. I'd do the same thing, probably, if I was in her position.
Dully says:
*Regardless, if I were coming out on top I'd be over it too.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*What do you mean by "coming out on top"?
Dully says:
*Well you can get away scot-free, can't you? It doesn't matter. Just drop it before I start to get angry about it again, please.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*What are you talking about?
*I honestly have no idea what you're talking about.
Dully says:
*It doesn't matter.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*You're angry about it, so it does matter.
*I want to work this out.
Dully says:
*I think you knew from the start you'd keep it. I have to help my grandma. I'll be right back.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Alright.
Dully says:
*See, you want to know what I think about this? What I honestly think?
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Yes.
Dully says:
*I think you knew from the beginning you'd keep it. And I think you used Molly's anger, and your 'untrusting' nature to formulate an excuse to keep it that made you look like the good guy.. "Oh, poor Melissa. I was just trying to be nice and she was taking advantage of me!" and that makes me look like the bad guy. That way you get to look like the hero, and you keep the item. Children are like that
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Hey, I understand that you think that. I can't prove that I didn't do that, either. If I could, I would. But I don't expect you to trust me any time soon. But I can say that if you had gotten to know me, you would know I would /never/ purposely break a promise to someone or attack someone via internet for no reason whatsoever.
*Why would I have made you a Pavi profile and post style and signature for?
*Just for my "plan"?
Dully says:
*Maybe. I've fallen victim to worse.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I'm not like that. But like I said, I don't expect you to believe me.
*I was seriously thinking about just giving it to you, whether you returned it or not.
Dully says:
*Well it doesn't matter.. I've already said something I regret. I'm sorry.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*But after I talked to my dad, he told me he'd rather me not send it to you. And it was /his/ money.
*No, no. Don't be sorry.
*If that's the way you feel, I'm glad you told me.
*I'm sorry you've been through a lot of s**t. But honestly, had I been trying to attack you, I would have bought the shirt KNOWING you wanted it and rubbed it in your face that I got it and you didn't. But I didn't do that.
Dully says:
*Like I said.
*It doesnt' matter.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*But it does.
*If I didn't feel horrible about it, I wouldn't be trying to make it up to you or be talking to you about it.
*I really just want this to blow over.
Dully says:
*Then stop talking about it, if you're really over it.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Not just for ourselves, but for our friends, too. They don't want to see us mad at each other.
But you. Aren't.
Dully says:
*Well I will be.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Well...I hope that day comes soon.
Dully says:
*Mmmhm.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*I just hope you know I'm being sincere when I say that I'm sorry.
Dully says:
*Of course you are.
Vi loves Nathan Wallace more than you. No, really. She does. says:
*Was that sarcasm?
Dully says:
*-shrug-
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