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well...now im on about 24... and they all mean something...and this is only this year...so here it goes:
1.I got drunk new years eve
2.I broke up with my gf
3.I cheated and got hurt
4. someone caught me in school and beat me up
5.I ran from the cops
6.I cried to myself at night
7.I dreamed about no heaven
8.I had hard decisions to make and chose the wrong one
9.I made my gf have a high bill and now she cant call or txt me...(my fault crying )
10.I lost my soul when i was 10...
11.I became a thug and lost everything i cared about
12.Ppl called me a player and i hate that
13.ppl call me a nerd and i kill them
14.I get stabbed in my shoulder because i got in a fight(gang related)
15.I finally realize that im american and thats the way it is...
16.I lose the reason to live and dump my ex.. ex gf..
17.I get stabbed in the leg and lose my sight
18. I fear the end and cry to myself
19. I stay up late at night workin out instead of studyin(dumbass idae)
20.I almost lost my dad on christmas
21.My cousin dies in the war
22.I had a birthday... but no birthday party... i hate u all
23.The world hates me for bein me...
24.the only one that understands me is my best friend kai and my gf... the world will die to my hands.... I am me....
Shaq... The time bomb of the future...