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	The mind of a maniac How my mind works and the things that interest me. Or not.


Am sad. Feeling lonely. Abandoned. Lost. Don't know what to do. Sad. Scared. Alone. People are around me. But I still feel empty. What's wrong with me? Why aren't I happy? What's wrong with me?! WHY AREN'T I HAPPY?! WHY!? I DON'T KNOW! HOW COULD I?! HOW? How? I don't know. Do I want to know? What do I want to know? Why do I want to know? Will I ever know? I. Don't. Know. I'm lost. Confused. Left here to die. Nobody understands me. They fill me with lies. They tell me they'll always be there. They tell me they'll stay. But I know they're all lieing. They'll all go away. Leave me alone. Let me die. It's so hard. It hurts me inside. There's so much pressure. It's pushing me down. Hard. I can't take it. It's almost unbearable. It suffocates me. Every day. All day. It's too much. I got to hold on. It's too hard. Just a little longer. I'll be free. Just a little longer. I'll be dead. I'll be dead! I'll be free! I'm so happy that I'll be DEAD! babygurl2795 · Mon Mar 02, 2009 @ 10:40pm · 0 Comments


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