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Ok so 2/19/09 was a good day at some parts and i really sucky day.
First of all it was a good day because, i got to hang out with my friends most of the day, i got to slack it in 4 and 8th period i ate candy, and a lot of cake frosting. And i also acted in a talent show that my friend dedicated to her boyfriend, she is going to collage next year and he is a junior so yeah. Well in this play thing i break up with my boyfriend, this is how it goes
Me " You know what I just don't love you anymore."
Gera "What?! What did i do, w-what happened?"
Me "Things just wont work with us anymore."
Gera "You know what just have this," gera said as he handed me a letter. I get the letter, and walk of sadly.
I get to a chair and sit down and read the letter, when i finish i said "what did i do?" sights "what did i do?"
My friend comes in and stars singing *i forgot the name of the song*
when she sings " I want you to know" i take of my glasses, wipe away my tears. And get a notebook from under the chair, and i start writing on it when i finish writing on i tear the page of and put it in the envelope, and i walk to the mail box and put it in it.
Then gera walks to it and gets the letter and Vanessa reads it aloud . then she says the real reason for us being in the talent show, and everyone goes "aww" while Brent comes and kisses her.
What really sucked was that the guy that broke my heart, into a million pieces was there
(flashback)
It was at the dance last year, the graduation dance from Middle School, i was so happy my friends where there and they all also where happy. There was something that i wanted to do at that's dance with a guy, for me he seemed so cute,nice and cool at least that's what i thought. My friends knowing that i wanted to dance with him, asked him if he could at first he said yes. I was so happy that he had said yes. When i looked for him, it seemed like he was avoiding me and he was. When my friends went to ask him why was he avoiding me he said that he needed permission from his girlfriends so i went ahead and asked her and she said that i could. So my friends went ahead and told him but he and his friends said that i was too ugly to dance with him.
So when i saw him, i felt sad even when i told myslef that i was over him, which by the way i reacted seems like i didn't. Really i have tried to get over him mostly about what he said but odly enough i can't i just can't its so fresh, for a fact i dont think that he is nice anymore or cool or even cute. Yet i felt bad and my friends where no help i told them how i felt and they just gave me a hug which really didn't do anything great. I was crying,even though i tried my best not to cry but i just couldn't stop myslef from crying, at least no one saw me crying.
Even now i feel sad about it i really need to get over what he said, but when bad things happens i cant forget that fast.
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