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In this world of real and make believe.
I am fighting a war with much tragedy.
Fighting the hardest battle me against me.
Sometimes it feels as if i could fall apart.
With every breath i feel the increased beat of my heart.
Crying a stream of tears.
No one seems to love me here.
My fight and strive are deadened with fear.
And as my battle worsens.
And blood pools around my sanity's feet.
I look up to the heavens and let out a morbid screech.
My sanity is gone and my forgiveness thin.
I walk through life now with a hollow grin.
And when some one or something try's to bring me down.
I no longer lower my head down to the ground .
But look up and smile wild eyed.
And say fcuk it your not worth it.
Then continue my walk through life.