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emo Feelings Are The Cause Of Death emo
I swear!!! He makes me want to shoot myself it the head!!! As if I haven't have enough bad luck, I wish I could say I didn't care if he'd die. I can't though, it hurts too much. Damn, it hurts to breathe, as if I were having a heart attack. It aches, and aches, and aches. I asked Mommy if I could go to the doctors about it when I was 11. She said, it'll go away. I'm listening to, I don't care by Apocalyptica. It's like its based on my life, lul! I get pissed off easily, don't I?! Failed a math test..I got 45/50 on spelling test..ugh how horrible. I wanna move somewhere, Ashley's calling me, Jared is like, texting me over and over again asking if I wanna go to the dance with him on Friday [I'll be on late] I keep on telling him, NO. I don't wanna have to bend down to fawking dance with him,lul x3 he's like..short. Well I'm only 5feet 6inches or so. Alot of midgets at my school though. I'm about ready to give up on life,lul. Only thing holding me back is friends and bf. btw; disturbed_grindcore is meh emo muffin bishes, yep you're too late.