What is wrong with me?
I asked you if you liked me? You said only as a friend.I asked you Are you sure?You replied Yes I am sure.Why should i care if you don't like me.I havea wonderful fiance that loves me.But why do I all of a sudden feel sad about you not likeing me. Maybe Becuase It means I have to let go of my feelings and realize that you and I can't be together ever agian.Maybe you have moved on and just want me to stop making you feel like you can have me when you know you can't.Maybe in my heart I still want to be with you and never leave your side. I know tha I will never stop loving you.But now I see you won't always love me.I am still trying to figure out how you moved on so fast.We didn't even get to talk about what happened beetween us.It scares me that you moved on so fast and I haven't learned to yet.I still have feelings for you and they won't go away. I hope someday you can know how much you mean to me and how I feel about you.But knowing me I won't tell you anytime soon. So till then you can just know we are friends and nothing more. But know this I love you with all my heart and I don't ever want to stop.You make me happy everytime I see you.That its hard to fight these feelings.Sometimes i jsut want to hug you and never let go.But I know i can't do that. :crying:
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