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It's been a while since I've done one of these.

I recently recalled hearing, "Suck for a buck and holla for a dolla" at church by my Sunday school teacher. -_- Is that not disturbing?

Bad recollections of the past are overwhelming. Before you jump the gun and think I am doing that, I just felt like randomly stating that.

I am an angrier person now. I am throwing things now. 0_0 It's a little scary. *cough* I am trying to control myself now. It was just a few outbreaks so I think I can. Although my brother thinks I need anger management.

I have my bubby back! ^^ It makes me happy and pissed at the same time, lol but more happy. The main reasoning is the fact that I have to cook, which I hate but I love the company. ^^

I am now content with being single. I always thought there was something wrong with remaining single but I just realized that now isn't my time. Plus, I have so much of myself to discover that having a significant other could be destructive for him and I. Also, I would like to know who the poor fool would that would WANT to go out with me.

I wanna start believing that there are some good qualities to myself. I have so many high standards for me as well as for other people that I tend to shut them out so I won't get disappointed and maybe even sabotaging myself to a certain degree. =/

I want knee socks.

I am turning 17 in less than two weeks. It is strange.