It's almost like a tragically funny skit form Earthbound (-Or, MOTHER 2, for the hardcore fans out there). Life has had its saddening moments for me (-my mother's disowning of me, my loss of a job, etc....). Though, it's starting to look up, too (-moving in with a friend who means much to me, finding courage to stand up alone, etc....). And, then there are those moments when it can get hard to breath (Sam being by my side, the fact it has almost been a year and a half now, and knowing the two of us are this close to getting our apartment).
Overall, I would say my life has never been so kind to me.
The people I am with, and the things I am seeing for this time around are more than what I deserve. Everything- grass, trees, sky, ocean, and air is different. It's easier to breath, taste, touch, hear, smell, enjoy. The pureness of nature and beings in general isn't so bad, when you're not stressed, and can fully comprehend the meaning to true happiness. I'm beginning to understand, just like my mother once did...
Then, there is Samantha. Someone people get tired of hearing about (wether it is through rant or praise. Through which I did both quite often). She's been here, helping me through all my troubles. More than anything, I know in my heart she is the love of my life. Troubled or not, we'll always be there for each other. My Samantha means more than the world to me, and without her, I wouldn't have found courage to do what was right...How can I survive with only half my heart, anyway?
Well, as I said before- it's a comedic fest, with its up's and down's, but overall-
I managed to play the game quite well... I think I'll get a more-than-happy ending.
