Warning:Might be found offensive by some; not meant to be.
Well this year has been full of relationships with girls for me. I'm only thinking about this because I took a really long walk and it's almost a new year.
Okay so first I was going out with Ichigo. She dumped me because I was a ******** idiot and cheated on her....-_- How many ways can you say "******** Idiot"? lolx
Then we went out again at the begging of the school year. Went good until my Birthday....She dumped me for my best friend.
Not gonna lie that did hurt. Not only was the reason kinda lame, but not really well given. Plus it was on my birthday. That part kinda hurt the most. I had noticed something and kinda knew she was gonna dump me so it didn't come as too much of a surprise.... Ah well.
Now I'm going out with a little mousi ^^ Kinda ironic because me being a neko and her being a mouse....lol it's very funny. I love her very much. I could've gone out with her before, but I turned her down because the same day I started going back out with Ichigo.
It's funny, but the words from her now only bring me pain when I remember it. "I Love You." Such a simple sentence, but filled with one of the strongest feelings. I hear it said by some and just look at them and think "Do you really mean that?" When I say it to anyone, to me it's not just words. If I tell you "I'll love you forever." Don't doubt me. When I say, "I love you," that is a promise. It's not words. That's why it hurts.
I will love every girl I will ever date. No matter what happens no matter what. It's my promise. It's a silly hope, but I hope I don't have to date anymore. I really truly hope that I can be with my mouse forever. Forever and Always.
Lover Forever,
Takeo Inslayth
Never Forgotten.
