life is full of mistakes.
i nearly desided to send my dog to a no kill shelter yesterday.
thank god i didnt.
thank god.
my father doesnt like our dog anymore.
my mother never liked our dog.
they deluded me into thinking the shelter is a happy place.
*head desk*
thank god i got confused and posted the question on yahoo answers.
after a while of having people kick me in the face with some real world facts i figured out what we should do next.
thinking about what i nearly did makes me sick. literaly.
last night i couldnt stop shivering and i got into a fight with my mother.
i cried. a lot. and listend to tsuyogari and brand new love song by the pillows.
i had to read fullmetal alchemist, watch total drama island and naruto to get to sleep.
kenseh's not here.
another morning - the pillows.
i had a dream some what about zOMG. something about everest. something about kens not making it to the top and it was my fault.
something about abandoning everyone i loved.
something about it not being my fault.
at one point i was watching suzaku. a lot about suzaku.
something about loosing power.
something about loosing contact with kenseh's team.
something about battleing a lot of animated.
something about surviving.
something about watching an andriod with feelings yelling at suzaku.
something about me really wanting them to be a couple.
something about the stars.
i nearly desided to send my dog to a no kill shelter yesterday.
thank god i didnt.
thank god.
my father doesnt like our dog anymore.
my mother never liked our dog.
they deluded me into thinking the shelter is a happy place.
*head desk*
thank god i got confused and posted the question on yahoo answers.
after a while of having people kick me in the face with some real world facts i figured out what we should do next.
thinking about what i nearly did makes me sick. literaly.
last night i couldnt stop shivering and i got into a fight with my mother.
i cried. a lot. and listend to tsuyogari and brand new love song by the pillows.
i had to read fullmetal alchemist, watch total drama island and naruto to get to sleep.
kenseh's not here.
another morning - the pillows.
i had a dream some what about zOMG. something about everest. something about kens not making it to the top and it was my fault.
something about abandoning everyone i loved.
something about it not being my fault.
at one point i was watching suzaku. a lot about suzaku.
something about loosing power.
something about loosing contact with kenseh's team.
something about battleing a lot of animated.
something about surviving.
something about watching an andriod with feelings yelling at suzaku.
something about me really wanting them to be a couple.
something about the stars.
