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Grrrr....
Well, for starters I'd have to say my #1 hero is my Mom. Mama was what we (we is her four kids) would call her. Mama was always there for me. She was the sunlight in our house. She brightend everything around us. She would always get us to smile when we were upset. She'd always kiss your boo boos when you'd fall off your bike and then pretend to eat you just to get you to smile again. She'll kiss you and hold you and tell you I love you even though you never said it back. She'd always tell you the truth. She was always there for me and my brother and older sisters. What more would I want to be than like her? Then my Daddy. I love him so much right now! ALWAYS will too. Right now he's doing his best and is at being a Mama and Daddy everyday. He's always trying to make us laugh and talk more often. He's always there to help you out with your math homework. (My older sister has experianced that too already you can ask her!) He's also the person that keeps us strong. He's the one that tells us to be. He's also the person that kept me from being a prepy girly girl and being a brat. I thank him so much for that because I HATE those girls like that because they always think they're the top dogs on this Earth. YOU ARE NOT *****!!! That's some of the reasons I love my Daddy. Then again... why would I want to leave him alone on this Earth when he told me I'm close to the only one who is like my Mama? Daddy needs someone like her so that he'll know she's still here. So I'm staying here as long as I can just for him. Now my little brother Patrick. I always call him Patch. Well, Patch has done a lot for me in life so far too. He's been there for me when I had to rush to the bathroom and needed toilet paper or pads/tampons. He'd always go get them for me. I thank him a LOT for how many times he's had to. (lol) Then again if Patch wasn't here I don't think I'd be the tomboy I am either besides my dad. So I thank him for that. Then again I'm just thankful I have him in my life. I don't know what I'd do without my little brother. He's the best. We go through everything together. Always have too. Always will. My sisters. Now those two are something else! (lol) My oldest Alicia and then it's Tonya. Well those two they are... I don't know really the two musketeers! We'll put it that way. I love them so much! Even though they're really my half sisters I say they're my sisters. Because we came from the same mom. I don't care about the same Dad part. <;.<; Screw that. I really don't know how I'd be making through life without my sisters. I really don't. Without them I wouldn't be doing these right type of things for girls. Then again I wouldn't be able to get away from the boys and have girl times so yeah I'm thankful for that. But mostly I'm just thankful they're here because they're always here for me. I know they'd do their best to help me with anything I need. Girl talk, shopping, etc. They know I'd do the same if I can for them. So we're always tight. Even though we may be a few miles away we still keep in touch and always say I love you to each other. My next hero would have to be my Aunt Susie. Without her I wouldn't have someone like my Mama at all! Besides my three uncles -.-... Mama Susie as we call her sometimes is always and I mean ALWAYS there for us. I love her to death. The love I have for her is undying. She's always here for me and is always trying to help me with anything everyday. She's also here for me to talk to. I don't know what my life would be like if I didn't have her. I thank her so much for everything she's done for me these past few years. Expecally with helping me get Daddy a gift for his B-day or Christmas and Father's Day. She and I know I don't have a job yet and she still trys to help me out just so I can get my old man something special on those special days. I don't know what I'd do without her. I love her so much! My next hero would have to be my cousin Zack. I REALLY don't know what I'd do without him. He's always here for me. He's like an older brother really. He's always here to kick the guys butts if I need him too. Then again to help me out with my driving and job stuff. Then again he's there to talk to when I need to. He's always there. I'm thankful I have him in my life. My next hero is Jason. Jason... I really don't know the best way to put my feelings about him. The love I have for him is uncontrolable. It's so big that I don't even know where it comes from sometimes! (lol) He's not just like an older brother to me but also like... a true boyfriend would be. He's always there to help me get back up on my feet. He's holding my hand until we both get out of the tunnel of darkness together. And unlike all my ex boyfriends he's not keeping me chained up just so he can use me as a toy. Jason's letting me be free. He's letting me spread my wings out and fly. His thoughts of sex before marriage is unbelieveable because every other guy I've been with was all about sex. But he's not. He thinks I'm too younge and should wait until after marriage. I've wanted someone like that for a long time. Finally God sent me one. And it was Jason all along. I thank Jason so much for everything he's done for me. I really don't know how I can thank him though. I wish I could. He's really deserves the thanks. But I do know that I love Jason and that'll never change to hate. I love you baby!!!! And everyone else that's reading this! I love and thank you all so much!!!






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Unknown Marine6665G
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Tue Dec 09, 2008 @ 06:35pm


*2 hours later**gasping for air* wow u really know how to put things into words.=]Its good that u let people know what u think.Thast good.Keep up the good work baby.I LOVE U!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin heart heart heart


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