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His life is dark
Its closin in
He dont kno wat to do
He stares at the red puddle on the floor
He sees the scars on his wrists
He wants to stop
He cant
It relieves the pain
So much has gone on in his life
Lost his mom
His dad beats him
But there is a girl in his life that keeps him going
He wakes up every morning just for her
He wants to quit
To just give up on himself
But he cant
He has to stay strong for her
He wants to believe he can keep going
He wants to keep going
But he cant
He has too much pain
He starts going out at night
He starts seeing other girls
He gets high and has sex with them
His girl finds out
He is so mad at himself for doing that
He looses her
He cant take life anymore
He points the gun at his head
In a second boom
Hes dead


(Sometimes it hurts to keep going but u have to. We need to. And if you think no one loves you. Hun look around. When people cry for you. When your dead and they cry and cry and cry you know they care but then its too late. No more coming back. People that are reading this. I dont know why you would but people that are reading this it didnt really happen I just think people should see how this really happens and we need to not do this and every time your feeling like you want to be like this guy. Talk to someone. Let your feelings out. Its hard to tell someone I know. I had someone open up to me and we started crying. I cried because her story was so sad. And a guy told me and it was sad too. If you want to talk to me about it. Go ahead Im right here for anybody. I can help you. Have fun. Live your life.)