i am deeply saddened by the fact that i never had the opertunity to hear your band play
i looked forward to hearing you sing and play teh songs you worked so hard to write to much
i miss your voice
i love it
i'll miss it
i heard it again, in the form of a message you left me so long ago on yahoo
you were tired, you were letting me know you were heading off to bed
your voice was so sleepy and adorable, i miss it
yes, that was all the way back when you would let me know of those little details, when you didnt leave me worrying what happened to you
back when you cared
your have ripped out my heart and left me to die in this cold, damp, depressing abyss i call a mind
you dont deserve the devotion i showed you, the loyalty, the love
you dont deserve any of it for what you have done to me
why is it so hard to let you go
it is harder then ever to get you out of my head
you are all i think about
is this what i wanted?
i already couldnt stop thinking about you
the difference is that back then i didn't collapse into a trembling, sobbing heap
