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I know I haven't been very social lately- So sue me!- I can't say I regret my silence, only I can keep me in check and if that's what it takes, so be it. Yes, I am a b***h and I am more than willing to sacrifice you for me. Don't trust me, don't rely on me, and-for the love of all you cherish!- don't fall for me. I will let you fall and I will let you hit the bottom.

I know I tend to exude these false pretenses that I'm human, but deep down, that's just not true. I gave up humanity long ago in order to survive and I don't regret it. I will never regret it. I no longer have fear. I rarely feel pain unless it is self inflicted despair in moments of weakness. I have become a soldier in some unseen army, cold to realities most people would be broken by.

So from now on, if you see me or some evidence that I have been here, let it go. Let me go. I was never here- that person is long gone.

There are only two options left.

Stand or Die.