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ya know that one movie The Haunting Of Molly Hartley??

well.. its so trippy!!! and totally awesome at the same time!!!!!!

it was a really good movie.. in my opinion =]

kim and i saw it at the mall today and we saw rebecca!

we didnt get to stick around very long cuz she was with her family..

a lot of her family... lol

and then we went to the happiest place on earth! Hot Topic!! yayyyy!!!

and then we saw Cynthia!! (kitty from dalilahs party) and im very sorry if i spelt that wrong!

and thheenn.... yea we went into that one store..ummm.... Buckle?? i think thats the name of it..?

O.o

and omg! there were these outfits... that... i would actually wear!!!!!!!!!

they werent 'scene' 'emo' 'goth' or 'preppy' or anything like that!!!

it was more like a natural look! like.... hmm... i dunno!!

like ya know when you go to a store and they have pictures of people wearing the clothes??

well there was this blonde chick.. she looked so... pretty...

but in a natural beauty.

and all i can think is, is that i wanted to look like that.

i wanted to look pretty.

so i dunno.. i just really want to get out of this dark phase and actually look in the mirror with a new and happier side of me

and the sad part is, is that once i litsen to bands like Alesana, Escape The Fate, and other 'hard core' music like that, it makes me want to dress like that ya know??

its like once i step into hot topic i get that essence of being one of those 'emo' or whatever kids

and like yea.. i dunno.. i want to change... really really bad...

so ive decided.. im going to let my hair grow out and stop dying in black and im going back to my naturaly hair color.

of course im going to dye the bangs though.. im not much of a blonde highlights type of girl lol

yup yup yup!

okay.. looks like ive finally run out of things to say!

so... yea.. buh bai!!