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finnaly i hear the voices in your head screeming to me,

the voices in my head were just too distracting that i couldnt feal hear or see,

i didnt relize my rekless ways of showing pain hert you so much,

this world seperated us and my broken body needed a crutch,

my relif of pain by bleeding just wasnt right,

but i couldnt see the pain shrouded my sight,

i cant express how much i hate myself now after what ive done,

the lonlieness made me a vampire and wat u want out of me was the sun,

i felt no need for it,

then i awoke and relized my "cure" was bull s**t,

u are my very pulse but for some reason i thought it i could live without,

but now i have no doubt,

u are what i must have to live,

anything for u i would give,

i live to make you love me,

i will be what u want me to be.


PLEASE LOVE FORGIVE ME, I WAS BLIND!!! crying