My ex boyfriend Jacob is still important to me! Trust me. He isn't really going anywhere soon! I broke up with him because I wan't to go out with sombody else. We went out for a while until he started going out with this other girl. I still want to be with Jacob but I think he might not like me anymore! I don't know why. I stare at him or glnce at him. I want him to know. He looks at me too. I'm also afraid he will get held back this year! Everyday he comes into one of my classes and dose unfinished work while the class he came from grades it. He has lot's of missing assinments from my homeroom teacher and most likely the others as well! So he diffenitly has bad grades! It is the end of first quatar today. My teacher was giving us a lecture on grades when he said, "I've already talked to the princable about holding some people back!" It made me think of Jacob. Then I daydreamed a little about it because the teacher wasn't talking to me! I get nothing lower than Bs! Here is the case! I wish I could like have him at my house or I at his so I could help him with his work! We would get to see each other he wouldn't get held back and we wouldn't have to deal with school times! Me and him are on the same team but different homerooms. So... we learn the same stuff at the same time. It would work beautifly! I also like most of his friends! That includes the person I "ditched" him for and the guy I have a hudge crush on. He knows I love him so he drives me nuts! Anyway! I love Jacob! heart I miss him! He is sooooooooooooo cute! I actually like him as a person to. I see other boys and think HOT! But we were friends before I knew he liked me so I like him for him to and not just looks. Shocking coming from me! Let me explain how I am! I am tomboy Emma! I am miss goody two shose! If only they new! Only my friends and a cople of easdropping boys know! I don't really belive in makeup! Don't hide the real person you are! I mean come on the girly girls at school are pretty but it's only because the are covered in makeup and girly gay close I would spit on and burn like it was there flag! I'm me! No stupid barbie doll thing about me! I'm proud of it too! I have more guy friends then girl ones by a long shot! And Jacob is like me to! He dosn't wear normal boy close with the smart lines on them! We are perfect for each other! Or so everybody says! How dose he feel?
 Emma246810 · Sat Oct 18, 2008 @ 12:11am · 0 Comments |
