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i search my mind and find love, but when i search my heart i find lust....
i wish someone could tell me what i should follow my heart or mind.
i am srry to thous i have hurt and yet something in me is laughing.
i think i am insane or maybe we are all insane or everyone else is insane.
i haven't told anyone this, but i have three sides of me.
we are sloath, envy, and lust... the real me is envy i am jealous of people.
we are perverts and yet in different ways... we also have different names.
lust= leo wolf
envy= jesse
sloath= jiraiya
we all talk in mind, and decide who should take over when.
lust is whenever someone is making us hard.
sloath is whenever there is work to do.
envy is whenever there is illigal activite to do... so i am so confused cause the three are starting to become one and then three at different times... sigh* i wish i could just die, but i can't cause i have to find out how i can have my mind back to where it is instead of a puzzle into a chess board. emo emo emo emo i am sick of this and want it to end.