Wednesday
my grandpa died monday. i got signed out of 4th block and we went to my grandma and grandpas house and went to the room to see him and everyone was crying. they said he went non responsive on everything he wouldnt look around move talk or anything. there was only 1/3 of his heart working and his kidneys quit on him that morning. i went in there to see him and had to leave cause it was just to much for me and when i sat out for a while i went back in a couple more times and the third time i was in there i was standing and the nurse checked his pulse and said "spend as much time as you need with him" and then left and just to see him die right in front of me was the worst thing ever. im going to miss my grandpa. the thing where the family just goes and see's him is tonight and the visitation and funeral is tomorrow. crying crying crying cry cry
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