Right now, things aren't good.
I'm pissed at Rita. Now she's divorcing my dad, I don't have any problem saying this. She just got a new feckin dog after MAKING me get rid of MY dog.
I'm pissed at Megan because she's acting like I'm making everything SO horrible for her. She needs to get off her ******** and get over herself, because she's treating me like s**t and I'm only going to take it for so long. I don't ******** CARE that she's taller than I am, I can still kick her a** badly enough for her to cry. I'm ******** stronger than I look.
********. I'm just not a happy person right now.
If I were a suicidal, this is when I'd contemplate. But because I cling to life because, except for Megan and Rita ( who ******** deserve each other), it's a fun thing, I'm not going to do anything but run all my anger out.
Feck. I hate people. I really, really do. Not all people, but as a general.....they suck.
And, Cori, I'm not pissed at you, but there is something I need to bring up. Last weekend, when I was over, I could tell that, really slowly, we're not really the same anymore. I can't say if we're not as close or what, but I can just feel us getting further apart. To really have a successful friendship, you have to hang out a lot. Weekends aren't going to last much longer- as much as it hurts, before too long, somebody else is going to be your best friend.
I'll get over everything by tomorrow, so just disregard this all.
Plus, the guy I've ******** been half in love with for at least the past year finally turned me down when I told him.
Yeah. Love sucks too.
 Tsukichi · Wed Sep 28, 2005 @ 04:25am · 1 Comments |
