I was up until 1 in the morning. I fell asleep sitting in this chair for about 5 minutes.
I was talking. IMing. Gathering some of my thoughts. IMing to someone. I hope that person can gather their thoughts together. Because I can't. I had a nightmare the other night too.
I was in a dark field, flat hard cold dirt, scattered thorned bushes. I heard someone call my name, I called his back. I'm following his voice, he just keeps trying to help me. Then, she came. She asked him what he was doing. He said helping me. She said she liked him, he said he liked her. She asked if he liked me. "Not since the day I met her." was his reply. I hear footsteps. Their footsteps, along with their voices, are fading. I'm running to keep up or catch up or something, but I fell. The bushes scratched my legs, I could feel them stinging. Then, I felt the darkness eat me. It felt like something swallowed me. I just fell. I was falling, falling. Then I woke up.
I told him my dream. He didn't answer me. He said he was thinking. But he wouldn't tell me what he was thinking. I waited and waited, then fell asleep. When I woke up, he said "Night" then had logged off. What was I to do? I went to bed. I layed there, thinking, wondering, hoping. I don't know what about though. It all just scattered and raced through my mind so fast I can't even remember what was happening. I woke up this morning trembling. I was cold. Shivering. Wondering when I can talk to him. Just to remind him that we have an essay due tomorrow.
nangal · Sun Oct 12, 2008 @ 08:38pm · 0 Comments |