well things are looking up for me i haven't really been on here for awhile but i really missed the friends that i haven't talked here for awhile heart i also had to delete alot of people i'm not on for just being put on a list so yeah here i am... it's october my favorite time of the year i love fall and spring.. because it's nice and cozy you don't neet a huge jacket or can't get a burn for staying out you just wear a nice sweater this is the time where all the leaves start changing.. into reds and yellows. so yeah whenever you get the chance make sure to take that walk to see.. ^_^
And now for why i really wrote this.. i'm officially IN LOVE.. vthis is actually what this is all about i wanted to announce to the world that you know what i am heart IN LOVE WITH TASADAR NAGATIN!! heart .. i know that alot of people are going to wonder why i'm saying this now since i've been with him so long 4 years in november you know.. yeah i've really had a hard time.. see 4 years ago i had my heart completly torn out and i think i just didn't think love was so important that i had to kill myself over it cause that's what i resorted to when my heart was taken and stepped on.. it still is hard for me to trust other men.. i've never had any real good luck with them at all.. ha ha ha but yeah something tells me that joshua understands now.. things have been hard for him to i've always known that he loves me that;s why i never left i always new i loved him but i was unsure to take that leap once again. so i just want to say to my EX that HE IS THREW HAVEING A HOLD OF MY HEART.. josh had stolen it back for me and is trying ever single day to make my heart grow bigger and bigger and bigger and take it all to himself he will not share with anyone!! ha ha ha heart hogger...so yeah ^_^ hee hee hee i'm really happy.. i love my life
And now for why i really wrote this.. i'm officially IN LOVE.. vthis is actually what this is all about i wanted to announce to the world that you know what i am heart IN LOVE WITH TASADAR NAGATIN!! heart .. i know that alot of people are going to wonder why i'm saying this now since i've been with him so long 4 years in november you know.. yeah i've really had a hard time.. see 4 years ago i had my heart completly torn out and i think i just didn't think love was so important that i had to kill myself over it cause that's what i resorted to when my heart was taken and stepped on.. it still is hard for me to trust other men.. i've never had any real good luck with them at all.. ha ha ha but yeah something tells me that joshua understands now.. things have been hard for him to i've always known that he loves me that;s why i never left i always new i loved him but i was unsure to take that leap once again. so i just want to say to my EX that HE IS THREW HAVEING A HOLD OF MY HEART.. josh had stolen it back for me and is trying ever single day to make my heart grow bigger and bigger and bigger and take it all to himself he will not share with anyone!! ha ha ha heart hogger...so yeah ^_^ hee hee hee i'm really happy.. i love my life
