There is this guy that I go to school with who writes awesome poems! He writes them so good it makes me shiver! They are mostly dark and disturbing but I love them...they are mostly free verse, the kind that I like to write...but I guess...nvm...
This week has been basically sucky for me...I dont know why I started off talking about the poetry guy. I admire him for writting skills. Hopefully this one poem that im about to write will convey the suckiness of my week so that you will know what I went through. It wasnt that bad but it was enough to make me tired and fed up ill tell you that much.
Sometimes waking up is something id prefer not to do
Just the thought of enduring another day makes me shake,
shake with fear and just plain annoyance.
The sun shining in my eyes, makes me fills me with dread
Nothing could make me happier than to just close these eyes
and go straight back to bed.
My body lets me know 'This shant be good"
Making me feel like There is absolutely nothing I can do.
These bag is too heavy, these children way too loud
Rolling my eyes in frustration, I burst through the crowd.
My friends try to join me, but their emotions are way too much,
too much for me to handle. I feel it coursing through me.
This isn't making my day much lighter as you can probly see.
I sit against a wall, silently scratching my arm.
Some relief of my stress, my distress is all that I need now.
I look to the left and I look to the right and roll my eyes again.
I huff a sigh and leave my friends staring at me in totally confusion.
They think they know whats going on but they have no clue at all.
They will ask and I know what I will say. Ill smile first and...
"nothing nothing...Dont worry about me", ill say raising up my hand.
All I want is relief from this day...this life
leave all my caring friends just for a while...
I need to get away. Just let me leave...all the strife.
How could I know that it will never...
...never get any better?
Hmmm...I would say...not exactly a poem...kinda like narrative story thats might be hard to get. Ill write it out next time instead of just letting if flow from my brain heh heh xp
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