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Silence awkward?No....that never seemed to make sense to me...Silence is more calming...Well most the time it is anyways.Sometimes there is a tense silence.When you can feel the aggravation from the other whom your sharing the silence with.This I have felt before but more from myself then from the other person's point of view.

Gritting my teeth getting ready to jump through the phone and slam somone in the face hoping they would regret their comments.This has only happened once from the current time.Many days ago though,nothing recent.At that time I realized that I was truly at the rage where all i could do was grind my teeth to the root and wait...Wait for the remarks to end and hope my sanity is still in tact in the end so there won't be a body count by the end of the day.Ouch...such a head ace to remember this...All the voices wish for my well being to be peaceful,but didn't realized their small remarks were making this last longer.

Silence can either be a virtue or a pain at one time,but never have I ever thought of silence being "awkward" and for this I'm thankful.I'm glad I don't have to be the one worrying about filling the silence cause they feel that it's uncomfortable.So I just sit here and lay in my silence satisfied with being comfortable and calm.