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Omg. I'm pretty much depressed today. Nearly all of my stuff at school went wrong. I didn't photocopy the math homework, didn't bring the binder, didn't bring the textbook to Italian, everything went wrong. And the biggest thing that went wrong will go unmentioned. Well, it didn't really go wrong. It's just that...

Forget it.

Uh, so I've made plans to change. I'm in deep trouble for being at the library without consent, so I'll brace myself for that. At least Ashkiis is offering to roleplay with me.

I'm going to be myself again. I've had enough of not talking, of not doing anything when...let's just say I'm finished with my old habits. I shouldn't care about what people think, should I?

For some reason, everyone seems to think I'm the nt person. I don't get it. I'm not that good. Not really. At least that's crumbling now, and I'm being treated as an equal. Whew. Maybe they all can see the future and I would reward the good, which is namely, them. Anyway. I'm fine now. Trust me. I'm okay.

So uh, I'll have to go soon. It's part of my change. I must restrain myself. Like Buddhism, except different.

I'll have to go soon. I'm not really expecting anyone to read this anyway. I'm just here to make myself vent my feelings. It'll probably get deleted some time soon by Gaia to "clear up memory."