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Ok. So first me nd my friend, laura, wer suppose to go ta a football game. Its not lik a big game its jus lik a skool team nd all. So it freakn got raind out. stare i waz so mad cause i waz lookn forward ta it. So we decided ta go ovr ta her cuzos house cause she wantd ta see dis guy dat she once went out wid. So we went ovr den nd lik i nevr seen her cuzo ba4 so nd he is fukn HOT!!! i mean lik a damn kind fo hot. He has brownish sk8ter hair, he plays football fa his skool, he plays da drums nd guitar, he had some ab thing goin on, hes really nice, nd his name is Dean. Ders more but does r da important ones. So lik we wer sitting on a couch dwn in his bacement nd it went lik ---me---dean--laura--- on da sofa. So he stard ta cuddle wid me nd omg he smelld really good!! xp ha i mean idk wut calon he waz weran but it totally turnd me on. whee Ok ok soo wer cuddlein on da sofa watchn a movie nd he starts ta lik pet me... stare Ha im lik dead serious. It waz so lik gross. He wz lik breathn dwn my neack nd s**t nd it waz really weird. So i got up nd waz lik "...i got ta piss..." xd yeaa so i went upstairs nd went in da bathroom nd calld up my friend jared. I waz lik " eww omg jared!! laura's cuzo is lik freakn me out!!" so he waz laughing at me nd den told me dat dean waz a player( cause idk i guess he knows him a lil er something..?) Omg nd i freakd cause i dnt lik being around ppl who cheat er jus try ta get in my pants. So i came back dwn in da bacement nd sat next ta laura insted so it went ----dean---leaura---me. Ha he waz so pissd!!! xd nd he stard sayn " im really cold, i miss ur warmth, y arnt u ovr here?" ha nd i waz lik wut evr cause it waz jus line after lines. Lik i hate does. Example one "ill change for u, i culd nevr think about doin anthing ta hurt u." BULL CRAP, its jus talk. Example 2 when u confront dem bout using lines he says "i nevr said dis ta anyone. These arnt lines, dey jus come ta me. Its wut i feel." ANOTHER LOAD OF CRAP!!! u wont belive how many guys said dat ta me. Nd i jus say suree. Causewe both kno dat its not true. So more stuff happend but i need ta go ta sleep cause my moms kickn me off da computer. So dis whole lil journal thingy is just ta warn grls bout wut guys say. Watch out gurls caues ders alot of s**t in da world da guys lov ta say. Its jus da way most of dem are. But its bettr if u have a guy dat doesnt need ta say lines ta make u fa in love...nd i hope one day i will find dat one....

~So grls jus kno its a lil act....so dnt sit nd watch...get up nd find something bettr.