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oh not sure really what to say about today, im starting to get back into classes and thats nice, but i still feel restricted in many ways, i mean im 23 and dont have any real addictions or bad habits to mention but i do feel that while i help others i myself do not get helped in return by others, there is no one specific to be mentioned, just a thought that rings in my head from time to time and the ocassional unintentional vocalization of this very same fact by total strangers that surround me, for a second i then feel that i have been recognized but as the time passes, the colors fade and everything becomes dull again, i get up, i wake up, i get cleaned up, i help others, and i go to bed, day after day after day, dont get me wrong i do enjoy making others around me and even others far away from me happy but it is my wish to some day have consistent happiness of all kinds.... mrgreen