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I don't realy see the point in love... I have known love for someone outside of the family once! just once... and it was good... that was then. Now I watch as my mother, Father, and brother all have to deal with there crappy relationships and I cringe and try to help them as much as I can... it hurts... IT ******** HURTS!!!!! why! why can't anything ever work out???? I don't know what to do... it's so hard trying to make everyone happy... so bloody hard... I have my own issues... but I toss them aside to help everyone else... that's the way I am... I can't help it! I don't know any better!! all I know of love is what I see from the people around me... it's not great I'll tell you that... hmmm... I guess the only reason this is posted here is so I can get advice, and not have it be seen... that's all I need right now... just some advice...