It would seem -
I have been hurt.
And had to mature so much during less than 3 weeks.
My best friend has died,
and if I had nothing to live for -
How quick I would chose to kill myself to see him again.
But I have so much to live for,
so why couldn't he have stayed?
If he had -
What I'd give him...
The front row - one seat
to my growing up.
I'd give him my side -
And most of my heart, which I had already given him.
Some people may say their love is priceless.
And if that's true,
then Bailey and my love for eachother would have been uncontainable, unreadable, and ununderstandable
to the regular, naked human eye.
Has Bailey turned me into an emotional geniuse?
But I wouldn't care.
I'd rather be retarded and have Bailey still alive -
Than what I am now.
I'm not obliged to hate the person who hit him with their car.
No one would do that kind of thing on purpouse.
So I must forgive them,
which is so hard -
And I'm anything but ready for that.
But what's even harder,
Bailey,
is to accept that your gone.
I keep waiting to be awoken from the horific nightmare named reality by the exact same people who made it horific.
- If my tears would revive every last strand of life in you -
- Bailey -
- I would cry forever -
- And rivers I already have -
I have been hurt.
And had to mature so much during less than 3 weeks.
My best friend has died,
and if I had nothing to live for -
How quick I would chose to kill myself to see him again.
But I have so much to live for,
so why couldn't he have stayed?
If he had -
What I'd give him...
The front row - one seat
to my growing up.
I'd give him my side -
And most of my heart, which I had already given him.
Some people may say their love is priceless.
And if that's true,
then Bailey and my love for eachother would have been uncontainable, unreadable, and ununderstandable
to the regular, naked human eye.
Has Bailey turned me into an emotional geniuse?
But I wouldn't care.
I'd rather be retarded and have Bailey still alive -
Than what I am now.
I'm not obliged to hate the person who hit him with their car.
No one would do that kind of thing on purpouse.
So I must forgive them,
which is so hard -
And I'm anything but ready for that.
But what's even harder,
Bailey,
is to accept that your gone.
I keep waiting to be awoken from the horific nightmare named reality by the exact same people who made it horific.
- If my tears would revive every last strand of life in you -
- Bailey -
- I would cry forever -
- And rivers I already have -
