Ik i keep pestering u but i'm breaking...elicia nvr calls or gets on yim anymore. Maybe she hates me now like all the other ppl...i wanna call her but we nvr talk for more than 10 minutes anymore...jermon im scared to be around him anymore becuz of this stupid luv thing im scared he'll bring it up again and then we ill have to stop being friends...idk wat to do wats wrong with me? Brittany emailed me asking wat will i do without her at lunch and at school becuz she waz my only real friend at school...i don't know how much more of this i can take. im trying to be strong but no one cares anymore...i feel like crying...im so hurt and confused. i should have just stayed a loner and not jump into friendships....pretty soon u will hate me too...well im gonna go srry for dumping this on u....
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Dear Skye,
Elicia doesn't hate you. Maybe she's just busy and cant get on as much as she used to. Call her anyway, and ask her whats happening. Tell her your afraid your losing her and if she doesnt want to be your friend anymore, just tell you. Cause its making you hurt. You can talk to Jermon but like I said before, you have to warn him of the consequences talking about his love for you will bring. At school, you need to branch out. Open your mouth and talk. Wave to random people and say hi, especially if they look sad. Don't shut down, just open up and make sure to stand up for yourself. I care about you! So dont you dare say that ok!? Being a loner would just hurt your life in the future more, and I wont start hating you, I promise you that. Be strong and know that you can always lay anything on me. You could kick and scream and yell and cry and I wouldnt leave you. I love you
Life's hard and Memories hurt, but sometimes you gotta let things go, you know? But sometimes, you have to face the past to let it go...[/color:ecde9333ee]
