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I'm Sorry
By: Bluefire
July 20th

Remeber the night that we first met
That night that we truely dread
You took so many pills
My veins were exposed to the world

I saved you
You saved me
And we lived so happily

Last night it all changed
We broke apart and it was never the same
I carved into my flesh these saddened words of "im sorry"
Wrote in blood on the walls "I love you"

Raised the gun to my head
And wished everything was dead
Before i pulled trigger
I reached out for help

After calling ten
No one was there
But yet one answered

Telling my story
With pain in heart
Tears down my face
It then became a race

To see if i would make it in time
To stop my mind
From goin insane
With this such violent rage

On the way there
To a place i truly dared
I replayed the events in my head
To the very last text

I never wanted it to end like this
The words i repeated on to that room
On the way there i called ahead
They knew i was coming
The even sent out for my emergancy meds

Oh wat pain is in my heart
What joys i have yet to feel
A girl i truly loved
That is no longer in my sites

Yet things are changing in me
This saddness its fading
Oh the power the anger in my veins
I can feel them slowly take over my rage
These voices i have
These images in my mind

Come forth my others
Lets have a joy ride tonight
My tears have dried
Its only been ten minutes
Heartbroken so loveless
But atleast i still have friends

To love i bid farewell
To the girl that saved my life a few years ago
I love you still
To the girl I told I loved that then answered my call
Thank you.
For the world im sorry
You wont get my soul today
You wont get my body ever again
Screw your urges to make me die
I'll live on

Let my screams no longer echo through ur floors
Let my blood stain your walls no more
Come forth my raven lets both say nevermore
Let my ansestor's blood run through me again
Great Uncle Poe I thank you for my gift.
For all of the rest of you im sorry my blood is no longer yours.