Hey...I saw you all alone and was wondering why?....are you waiting for some one?
yeah....a couple friends.
are they going to meet you at this exact spot?
-she shakes her head- no...i dont think so.
whats your name...you dont have to tell me if you dont want
its Julez...
well nice to meet you Julez...im stephi.
-she inclines her head-
well i have to get a drink but my friends are all over there at the chapel looking thing
ok....thanks.
-she walks away and she continues what she was doing. she comes back a while later-
hey Julez..
hello.
can i ask you something?
-she looks up from what she is doing- sure
do you believe in the bible?
no, not at all
ok...if it was true and everything said in it was true, where would you end up?
not hevan.
all you have to do is speak your sins verbally...-she goes on about how jesus died for our sins and how god is the most forgiving. when she stops she looks at her-
now let me ask you something.....how could you believe so fondly in a god that takes more than he gives
-she looks at her for a moment-
there are reasons i dont believe you know?
-her eyes glint with anger then turn slightly filled with sorrow- why is it then?
why would i put my faith in someone who takes more than he gives?
he has given so much more than you can think of..he gave you life..
-slightly angered she speaks quicly, looking into her eyes as she does so, knowing they express anger- true he has given life... but he has taken so much from me that it is hard to believe he is good. he took my uncle, my grandmother, my brother and soon will have my mom....
he works in strange ways
no working in strange ways would be doing something that makes me relize he was real....not takeing from me...no one should ever have to go through what i have...and it all HIS fault
it seems as if you have your mind set on hateing him.....whats your last name, again you dont have to answer.
Moll
is that like M-a-
M-o-l-l
well Julez Moll...ill pray for you, and if you want you can join us, and your friends can come too
-she walks off with some one else talking about her resistance-
 X_A Beautiful Disgrace_X · Sat Jul 19, 2008 @ 08:49pm · 0 Comments |
