today at amtgard i felt great but i found out that i have to re buy most of my dvds now well not most but i don't have $300 to use to rebuy some of them, i felt angry but also more forcus and my mousles and mind was like one and i could fight a lot more better and i swong better and didn't stop, but i was also scared in the bacvk of my mind begging to stop. because i didn't want to hurt anyone, i know i didn't but i could stop myself for a while and well, i just feel like fighting more and more everytime i leave amtgard, i really want to fight BTB more and only him becuase well, he seems like a brother more and more and i i guess i considered him as a brother now in my life so. I'll be going to him more if i have a problem or need to talk from now on, just wish i could call him. right now i'm writing this because i thought this may help and hoping some one would beable to read this from amtgard. Killing time also helps i guess my game isn't working good and i can't watch anime now so that really is kinda killing me. It's hurts....
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