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I don't know anymore what to talk about. So if you're reading this it's a waste of your time and you're going to see a lot more writing ignore. Unless you have nothing else to do..
Missing you
I come to your grave everyday to talk to you...people tell me you can't hear me because your gone....I just tell them you might be gone in their eyes but not in mine, because your still in my heart and you always will be....i cry when i think of you but people ask me why i just tell them how i felt about you and that i still love you and that i miss you so much but people just tell me there is no point in still loving you because your gone and you will never be coming back and i agree with them you are gone but you will never be forgotten and one day we will meet again i promise.. i pray to god everynight asking him to keep you safe and i talk to him about meeting you again i wanted to kill myself just so i could see your face again in heaven but then i knew you wouldn't want me to do that i try to be happy but i can't when i know that i won't hear your voice for along time i always thought i could live without you but i really feel i can't i never thought you would have left me my mom said you never left me, god just needed an angel i ask god can i be his next angel so i can be with you but he never replies i even ask god why..why did he have to take you and make me hurt so much i don't think anyone really knows how much it hurts to be missing you i hate you not being around i wish i could even see you one last time....so i could say goodbye no one understands me anymore no one understands that i will always love you i never knew this would of happened no one did i wish that.....that i could look back on the good times with you but that has all gone everything has changed and even thinking about it makes me want to cry,cry so much, but my mom tells me not to cry she told me you were looking over me and you wouldn't want me to cry i tell her i'm sorry but that's all i can do...cry she told me i could look back at the good memories but i said i can't do that with out him because i need him to be with me while we look back and then she says why so i replied i need to see his smile and feel his touch while we smile together and look at the good memories then my mom said why don't you tell me and him the good memories but then i tell her i wish i could tell him she told me i can because you will always be there with me then she said you would never give up on me cause you love me to much and i love you.
Sad,True Death Story
Right,you call all 'sad stories' sad? Well, it's a shock to some people that these are true....On 16th November, a little 9 yr old callied Ellie went round her dad's house...She got out of the taxi with her little backpack, and let herself in. Her dad didn't come home from work for another hour. But at 10pm, she knew something was wrong. He comes home at 5pm. so she made herself a sandwich and went to sleep. But she went upstairs,she found the bed wasn't made. She didn't feel safe, as if her dad wasn't here anymore. She went to the cupboard to get some sheets,and found her dad, swinging from a piece of rope. She screamed and a man wearing black pulled her away. He handcuffed her, and tied her up. She was crying so hard...and the neighbours heard her cries, so they called the police. But all the telephone lines were cut off. The man put Ellie out on the balcony, right on the edge. and it was below 0 degrees. Finally someone ran to Ellies house, and got her mom. She called the police in a panic. Ellie struggled to undo the rope around her legs. She kicked really hard, and her weight shifted over the edge of the balcony. Her mom pulled up outside the house, and saw a bundle of ropes on the pavement. The man made a run out the back door with Ellie in his arms. He was crying.... The mom went upstairs and saw the dad swinging from his neck. She broke down, not wanting to know where Ellie was. When the police got there, Ellie was gone and her mom was at home, badly shaken and unconsious. After days of searching, they finally found Ellie. The man was found, too. Ellie was half buried her face blue from screaming, and the man lay next to her. Both of them were dead. The man would have been arrested, but he was dead. Ellie's dad died from his hanging and he was put to rest on 19th December. Ellie had died from pneumonia and a broken neck. She also had bad rope burns. The man had died from severe attacking with a knife, found in Ellie's hand. Also he had a bad bullet wound in his neck. They both died behind a department store, near a CCTV camera. What was on film, was... The man was dragging Ellie and she was yelling and kicking, and she ran towards a lorry delivering items for the store. She grabbed a knife from the package, and stabbed him 13 times in the stomach, back and legs. Someone saw what was going on... and he shot out at the man,crazily. Only one bullet hit him, but it hit him hard. He staggered off to the clearing behind him...And by then Ellie was almost dead. He threw her down and she groaned and closed her eyes. He started to dig a hole...And pushed her body inside it. But, he fainted before he could cover her up. He died, 37 minutes after he fainted. The mom, Sam, wouldn't believe it. She travelled for years, looking for Ellie and her dad. She sewed hundreds of people after they failed to find them. Soon, she became very rich and she was very successful. One day someone mentioned how she felt about Ellie and her dad's death. And her reply was "Who are they?" It was unbelievable. She couldn't remember her own family. The one she had spent almost half her life looking for. Her poor family didn't deserve her. They went through so much pain and she forgot them. They were innocent people and she treated them as if they were little dust-bunnies under the expensive sofa. So, she died and everone forgot her. But she was buried with her money, so everyone wanted to forget her. Ellie's dad died: when he saw the man robbing a man, he yelled at him. So he followed the dad home....and tied him in rope in the closet. Then the dad struggled and the rope got stuck around his neck. The man hid in the bedroom. It happens, people come and go, and they get forgotten. Sometime it goes on again and again like everday happens. This though is a minor crime in some parts of the world. Wars, hostages, murders, rapes, it all happens. And we can't stop it...But we might be able to lower the amount of crime that DO happen. Don't have a gun, dagger, or any weapon whatsoever. Don't think you have to defend yourself if you feel in danger.....Don't get involved in the minor crimes, like robberies, and fights...Crime is wrong. It can hurt. It hurts friends, family, even people who don't really know th victim that well...And even if you do crime you'll have to face the consequences. So no one wins. But crime is a fact of life. Something that can't be stopped. And sometimes, not even helped. There's never a reason to forget someone to stop it hurting...But always to remember them so their sould will always live on, even if it's through someones mind.
A boy and girl Sorrow
A boy and a girl, the best of friends, from elementary to high school, from beginning to end, through all those years, their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met,they both loved each other, sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel; she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The new few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous, on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know things would never be the same. His plan was working, but he had no clue how wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello." She told him she loved him and hung up the phone. He raced to her house just a minute too late. He found her lying in blood; her heart had no rate. Beside her was a note, in it her confession. Her love for this boy, her only obsession. As he read the note, he knelt down and cried. Grabbing her knife, that night they both died. She was found in his arms, both of them dead. Under her note his handwriting said: "I loved her, so she never knew. All this time I loved her too..."
 XX666rayne666XX · Tue Jul 08, 2008 @ 01:13am · 0 Comments |
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