my life is like a circle now. i go through the same things in my life over and over again, they might not seem the same to you people but most things you want are in disgise. ninja i found more of what i said before. no love heart no happiness. i didn't care what happened through out my life i was like a fragile shell. each crack shows the hardships of the owners life had. the smoothness of the areas show how of the happiness one life was. What was really interesting about the shell was the inside. no cracks to be found. all smooth and colorful. our lives are like a shell. it's been through many hard ships. very happy moments. and times when the shell was close to being broken. but the real thing is what's been happening inside your life. what you feel about whats happening. each felling is a color. some are mixed with the main feelings you get. Love, Anger, Sorrow, those are the colors of Red, Yellow, Blue. mixed you feel the different feeling as you know as happiness, upset, and others. you start your life inside your all White. Loneliness is first what you feel. a pink feeling comes through and you feel happy. Black. the color your feeling is black when your time has come. i can not say but i know it would not be of mine for the telling.
still my circle is all mixed with COLOR. it is strange though. how much i think i come back to the same pointless solution. . . . there is no reason.... more will be told...
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