Mood: Depressed, but I guess I'm getting better
Listening to: Star crossed - Scary kids Scaring kids
Thinking about: The song I wrote
Talking to: No one
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Wanting: Some kind of love
Today was ok, dad left this morning and I am sad about that. But I can't think about it, because the sadder I get, the worse I am. I'm scared of life at the moment, and I'm starting to hate everything and everyone. I....just hate this right now. I hate how people act likes nothing wrong when it is. I hate how people make fun of love and say its not really love. I hate how people are taking whats mine and making it theirs.
Anyway, I hung out at the library today. Some of my friends were there, but not to many. I wish that half of them would just leave me alone, but then I don't, because when I get like this I go crazy if I'm alone.
Mom just came in and hugged me. I said "yes?" and she said "I just love you so much." I couldn't figure out a reply to that, so I said "Uh....Ok..."
~Rock on Crazy Biches
 Pleasure moon · Sun May 18, 2008 @ 11:39pm · 0 Comments |
