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Lousy Entries of my sad life
Just some entries of what my mind does during nice little emotional breakdowns, One sounds like poetry I think, yes I know they seem harsh
Once again, this year in school, I have amounted to nothing, not even making the Standards (I swear I did!) on the standardized tests, Illinois PSAE's and ACT's. I never and will never be recognized for anything. I should just lay in bed for the next 40 years or so, not even try at anything, and give up on everything. Why try? I give 110% and yet, that's not enough. Seems the only thing I am good at is failing and goofing off. Go ahead and try to cheer me up, I mean anyone who reads this....if it ever gets read...not like it will....It won't work...Just don't bother trying to cheer me up. My emotions are going insane thanks to one damn event. Why we have these Spotlight Assemblies (award crap), I will never know...all it does is make the other people who don't get recognized for anything they went above and beyond the call of duty feel like nothing but a worthless sack of cow crap....scratch that...cow crap can be used as energy....it makes them feel like worthless bag of (censoring self for once) s***........

~goes and hides in my room indefinitely~






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syrini_yuki
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commentCommented on: Tue Apr 29, 2008 @ 05:38pm
aww its ok, *folllows you an tickles* be happier!


commentCommented on: Wed Apr 30, 2008 @ 05:47am
I remember those damn assemblies...Only go to them cause I was in the marching back and had to preform for people who don't really care for us and just care for those that were reconized. I felt like hell after listening to all those achivements and just go insane later and scare the hell out of everyone around me. That was two years ago, high school was a pain in the a$$.



Parin Taltos
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Asuna Kagurazaka Sempai
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commentCommented on: Wed Apr 30, 2008 @ 01:24pm
No kidding Parin.....I hate school and this year is a waste.....


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