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Its weird..
A LOT of people complain to me, about me bitching on about stuff...
Yet I have about 12 views for like.. one journal.
And 10 for another, etc.
Its weird.
You guys read all this, and then I get ******** yelled at for bitching?
XD
Its just ironic to me.
This weekend has been,.. Like a Rollar Coaster.
Y'know. Up and down.

...Your love is like a Rollar Coaster, baby baby! I wanna ride!
Move over, Dad, 'cause the double dipper!
Upside down like the zip-zip-zipper!
One, two! One, two, three!
I got a ticket, so rock with me!
Mary goes down on the Mary-Go-Round!
All is fair on big fair ground!
Love goes slow, Love goes fast!

XD

Sorry.
Had to.

LIke, this is how it was for me.
Friday, I was ungrounded.
of course I was ******** happy!
Saturday seemed REALLY bad, at first, but just got really good later on.
That night, I FINALLY got to talk to one of the best guys I know.
Literally.
Voice to voice.
God, I was so nervous!
I kept thinking "What if I say something wrong?"
"What if I screw up?!"
I was shaking.
I was nervous.
I mean, what if I wasn't what he expected?
Maybe he expected someone cooler than me...
Or someone who isn't a total b***h?
I dunno.
People talk about me in many ways.
I dunno what to be expected of.

BUt, then Sunday. It seemed good for me at first.
Woke up at Ryan's house (YES! I WAS OUT OF MY OWN HOUSE, THANK GOD!),
played Halo (which I officially hate, yet I'm buying it...),
and went to the mall.
BUT, my friend was really down and sad...
It got me upset...
'cause there's nothing I can do..
ANd I may not know how he feels, but I know what its from.
...Or, at least, part of it.
ANd there's nothing I can think of to help...

...Actually, a lot of my friends are having problems.
BLah.

I'm stuck home now.
I took Assassin's Creed with me.
I needed it.
'cause I punch walls, and s**t like that when I get kinda mad...
So, this game will help, since I just kill people.
Heh heh heh...


Oh, yeah.
I'm sick.
Or its just allergies.
I dunno.

BUT, I woke up at 4am this morning, and I could barely breathe.
My eyes shot open, and I sat up, trying to figure out what was wrong.
But, living in a place where you're surrounded by trees and plants, and when you have bad allergies...
eh heh heh... ^-^;;

BLAH.
I'm gunna go back to playing.
I'm so excited to be online again.
But no one really talks to me.
Except my one friend.
I really hope he's doing better...

Well, I'm gunna go back to playing, officially NOW.