Last night was bad, my sister has cried so much she can not stop vomiting. Started in about midnight, been up with her all night. I don't know how to help her, she was so close to our Grandmother, how do I help her when I don't even know how to help myself thru this. I think if I hear *shes in a better place now* , one more time I will go insane. How can there be a better place then to be here with the people that love you with all thier heart and soul. Death is bleak and black and completely takes over everyone close to the person that dies. I know I am not the only that has lost a Grandparent or someone close, but Grams was the light in our lives, she made us all better people. She never stopped caring about every person that came into her life , no matter how brief of a time they were in it. She opened her heart and home to anyone that came in need of a friend or a helping hand. Without her love , I have no idea where me and my sister would be right now. I just do not know where we go from here.
 Data_3rr0r · Tue Apr 22, 2008 @ 01:55pm · 0 Comments |
