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lets start with the YAY!!! news.....

I GOTS ME A JOB AT McD's! blaugh biggrin xd YAY!!!! it wasn't as bad as i thought it would b....
unfortunatly....thats all the yay news... crying

lets start on the BOO!!!! news shall we....*throws out a scroll that is pretty long* ahem....

first order of business.......

when i told my mom and dad about getting the job, i didn't get"o good job kiddo" or any other variation of that. no. i got "Well YOU have to get ur workers permit tomorrow then" (of course my dad said this and further deepened my hatred of him, and further more i hope he dies of lung cancer tonight....) i felt like crying but i can't because i have no emotions any more other than the fake ones.

second order.....

my dad's an a**.....thats all i have to say

third order....

my dad's an a** (just to make sure u understood b/c he's twice the amount of a** of any normal person)

fourth order......

they're fighting again....the parental units that is.....
and guess who started it? just take a wild guess.....
thats right...the double a**. dad. who i am ashamed to have to call him a dad cuz he never was a real dad to me.

but anyways....they're fighting again! and they're fighting as if we (me and little sis, me elder of 6 yrs) don't know what they're fighting about! that is what infuriates more than not saying "atta girl shelb!" what is even more self centered of him is to talk about us right in front of us!!! he says to my mom(on the phone) "u want me to tell them y i don't like u to work all the time?" i already know exactly y...its a long story and one i don't wish to divulge at this point......but i was in doubt at first but thenn he said "the kids" like we were useless dogs just running around. WE WERE SITTING RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF HIM!!!!! GGGAAAAAHHHHH!!!!
so long story short he made my mom cry, his favorite sport apparently besides the white trash nascar. but stupid me stayed there until mom got home from work. and the fight ensued *ding ding ding* when i finally heard enough of they're bs i went upstairs but thats not much of an inprovement cuz i can still hear everything they say.

that txt that caitlin sent me was right "for ever moment of happiness, there are 10 moments of despair" that could not b truer.......


but ill make then sorry.....sorry that i was ever born when they are old. me and my sister both...we'll take our revenge.......someday.......

i do not regret anything i have said. i mean every single word written on this page. i am La venganza de Luna and i am of sound mind......