.. All right how many of you ( if any read this) tell me that this is BS for breaking up with somone.. i mean really
i wanted to try and give you some logical reason as to why this happened, it's not all because your really busy right now, because i have plenty of patience for something like that, its worth waiting for... but i am an honest and open person and i still don't feel any less for you than i did when we were watching the 10th kingdom that night. you have so many things that i love in a person, a sense of humor, outgoing, fun. you have morals which is great also. and your even pursuing your dreams to make a good life for yourself after school (even though it does take up a bit of your free time while your still in high school).
basically you are my perfect girl. i even had no problem with your beliefs on no sex til marriage, but i was also thinking differently especially when you said you wouldnt even go to second base... i guess to me right there when you said that it sort of struck me that i wouldn't be able to bond with you like id want to. having a strong mental bond with someone is important, but a strong physical bond is important too, not being able to even get close enough to someone like that to me is like hitting a brick wall in a relationship because theres no way to move forward like that and create a very strong physical bond.
to some people that isn't very important at first, but to me it is something very important, especially if you are going to consider marrying that person later in life. in no way would i even consider trying to convince you to do anything, or change your beliefs either, because i respect those too much. but i as i am right now, i don't think i could be happy being always a that "far" from you.
(grumbls) that's stright ant utter BS.. Pardon me while i go hit a wall.. evil
Jaded-ice · Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 05:56am · 2 Comments |