Good god... Everything is so out of hand... I'm not sure if I can take it... I know someone will read this... frankly I could care less... I may have seemed alright earlier but now I'm in hell... I can't keep living like this... but I have a promise to keep... how will I keep it if I'm gone... so confusing... I'm lost... and yet I know where I am... in [******** hell... there are no true friends but the ones who open their hearts to you... and you can't always trust them either... I've been betrayed a billion billion fold today... so many... and so wrong... but what the hell can I do... but sit and watch... as the remaining hours of my life slowly tick away... I want to stay... but I' not sure if I can... I'm so confused... Am I still wanted... Have I lost faith in the light... the light was my savior... I believed... but now I'm so unsure... Will I ever be alright... this isn't a cry for help... or a pity party... I'm just stating the truth... I don't need your sympathy... or your pity... or anything that is a synonym for either of those... I just needed to get this out of my head... so for what little it's worth... thanks for listening.
DG Gunslinger · Fri Mar 28, 2008 @ 04:12am · 1 Comments |