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The world is crumbling ever so slowly. Everyone I know is hurting. Im sorry if Ive ever caused anyone pain as I am sure that I have. I dont know whats wrong with the world right now. Even I feel it. The deep depression just trying to grab me and sink me into its dark cold waters. Im not gonna let it. Im gonna talk about what's hurting me. This is easier said then done. If anyone reads these things, then I want u to know that Im here for u, even if I dont always seem like I am. I dont really know why, but I feel I deserve to apologize to the world. So, Im SORRY!!!! and to those who care 4 me: i love u and to those who hate me: why?