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"I dare you to live. Don't look back and look on all the opportunities where you didn't step out. Live from your heart."



I feel alot better now. I have decided its time for me to be happy. Its hard for me to say this because I feel guilty, like its too soon to stop crying. I probably am, I just have no more tears anymore and I'm losing interest in the things I like to do. I think I'm becoming depressed, I have to catch myself before I fall. I was always good at helping others (so they said). why not now? I know why. Why did it have to happen? Why did that girl have to die? I ask god why. Its hard for me to just forget about it. I dare not be angry with god. For he does not plan evil things for us. He cares for us and loves us. If I died tonight let it be his will. Let it happen in his hands, let me go and be with my family and friends. Well things around here are slowly getting back to normal now. The town is coming back to life again. but anyways thank you everyone for your concern and your support, it meant an awful awful lot to me. thank you sweethearts.

Posted by: 123ImwithstupidABC Tue Mar 11, 2008 @ 05:24am

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RevlisAkaoniFox
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Commented on: Tue Mar 11, 2008 @ 05:38am


	HaHa... Ya its true. Ya know... You just need to search deep... Look back at what truely made you happy before. I dont think you've changed all that much. Its just burried beneath depression... And life may be dark and depressing sometimes... But you know im there for you. To be your light. To guide your way. Just always follow your heart. And whne you fall, you just gotta get back up! And thats what your friends are here for to! to help you keep going! Death and all may be sad but if I die, i'm going to make the best of it. I wouldnt want to be burried in the ground. I'd donate my organs or spring load of my coffin, so at the open casket funeral i can pop out with a smile and scare my grand kids or something ha ha! =3 Your strong. I know you'll be fine. And like i said. If your every lonely. Just count the gaps and spaces between your fingers... and remember thats where mine fit perfectly! heart Fox Your Fox. heart And remember... Im always there for you... And Racoonsy loves you lots too!

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